neglected middle child syndrome.
YES. i am pissed and upset. and you probably have NO IDEA.
My VERY SIMPLE request for you to WAIT FOR ME was completely ignored. But it’s fine. I’ll suck it up. And go back to studying. Like the good little daughter that I am. I’ll pretend that I dont’ feel hurt, or ignored, or like it even matters.
It’s not about the fact that, yes we’ll still do everything I wanted in December and April. It’s the fact that you didn’t wait for me. The fact that my future now looks so fucking gray - with my ‘normal’ family celebrating holidays together and going on vacation while I am SLAVING AWAY IN THE HOSPITAL ON DUTY.
I don’t like the looks of this future. at. all :|
Thank you family, for reassuring me SO MUCH that this won’t be the future. Thank you for making me feel included.
